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Do you Remember, You once told me, that no matter what may come our way, we would have each other by our side, but why is it that I sit here, all alone, thinking about you and thinking about what could’ve or should’ve been? We’d known each other for years throughout the highs and the lows. And you know what? what stayed constant was the bond that we shared, but now that just seems unreal to me. Tell me, where did I go wrong? We fought and we made up, we laughed and we cried, you understood who I was, where I came from and now that you’re not here with me anymore, there’s no one who ‘gets’ me anymore like you did. Why’d you have to go? We promised to be there for each other through thick and thin, but why is it that I can't seem to find you anywhere, now that when I need you the most? I fell in love with your imperfections, not with the pretty face you put up for the world. I made mistakes, I fucked up at times, but hey! we all did, ain't we? I can't seem to figure out
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I walk alone. This is my truth.

I've have always been a walker. According to my mother — who I admit is an exaggerator — I started walking at 6 months. The first time I took the streets alone, I was 8 years old. I had missed the school bus, and my mom had already left for work, and I didn’t have a way to contact her (this was before cell phones became ubiquitous). I decided to walk to the next town over where my aunt lived. It was a 30-minute journey that required crossing over 3 major intersections, and a bridge. I thought I was going to get in trouble for doing it, but once my mother realized that I could handle a trip like that on my own without getting run over by a car, I was allowed to walk everywhere — and so I did. My walks were not wasted. I spent a lot of time having full-blown conversations with God about everything. I didn’t care how it made me look. I had a brief period between the ages of 10 and 12 in which I had one of those no-secrets-do-everything-together friendships. I wanted it again,

To Ringing alarms to Buzzing Exams

If I describe my self I always found my self concentrated to Alarm clock. Everything that happen in this world need some time to get it's best possible condition. On this same string I would like to introduce you a Alarm Clock. Everytime it buzz to tell me that wake-up, get up from bed, and set your day for wonderful outcome. As I believe, in this world everything that happening is depends on time and  time is only one entity that continuously running without any obstacles. We all need to schedule our day with respect to time. Now when it comes to the exam time, some of us might planned our day, some of us are planning their day, n some of us will plan their day with perfect schedule to use maximum fixed time frame of 24 hours. For the general guidelines Alarm clock is something that gives your mind a danger sign, that alert you to do something, to get out of bed and take step forward for preset mindset. Thus Studying efficiently for exam requires you to organise your time and r

She - "Why do you love me?"

Why do you love me – It often happens to a men when he is trying to hit on his crush and she asks or when his girlfriend just comes and asks ‘why do you love me’? Well, I know that moment when you do not have the answer to her question and you want to hide somewhere. But when she wants to know, concealment is not an option. Indeed, in the absence of the words, you lose the perfect opportunity to influence her or impress her. Often she ask this question to know, how much you love her, how much you care about her, or what she means for you! Most of the time, we (men) have no clue about how to answer her questions, what to say or how to express our feelings. But instead of concealing your feelings try to express it. It can be simple and natural, or let it come straight from the bottom of heart. Actually you need to tell her what she really wants to hear. You can admire her presence, you can appreciate her nature, or you can tell what you feel when she is around you. You can also say som

New place to research on the hagiography "KATHANIDH GARVI GIRNAR"

Captured from Ambaji hill, 29th November 2016. Sources: Narottam palan Edited  by  Vishal Vanza , 4th march 2017. ભારતવર્ષ ના જૂનામાં જૂના ભૂસ્તરમાં ગિરનારની ગણના થાય છે. ૨૨ થી ૨૬ કરોડ વર્ષની એની ઉંમર છે. ભૂસ્તરની માફક જૂનામાં જૂની ભારતીય કથાવાર્તાઓના તંતુ પણ  ગિરનાર  સાથે જોડાયેલા છે. એક અનુમાન એવું છે કે છેલ્લા ૨૫ હજાર વર્ષ આપણા પૌરાણિક સાહિત્યના છે. આ સાહિત્યમાં જૂનામાં જૂની કથાઓ સૂર્યપરિવાર સાથે સંકળાયેલી છે.  ગિરનારનું એક નામ ‘રૈવંતગિરી’ સૂર્યનો અર્થ પણ ધરાવે છે.  વૈદિક ૠષિકથાઓમાંથી ભૃગુ અને ચ્યવન કથાઓ, મહાભારતની પાંડવકથા, કૃષ્ણકથા અને અશ્વત્થામાકથા, રામાયણની રામ-લક્ષ્મણ અને ‘હનુમાનધારા’ની કથાઓ તેમજ પુરાણોની શૈવકથા, શાક્તકથા, મૃગીકથા, મુચકંદકથા, રેવતીકથા અને ભૂતપ્રેત સંબંધી કાલી અને મહાકાલી કથાઓ, પાંડવગુફા અને કાલિકા, અનસૂયા સાથે સંબંધી કથાઓ – લગભગ પ્રત્યેક દેવીદેવતાઓની કોઇને કોઇ કથા ગિરનાર સાથે જોડાયેલી છે. યોગમાર્ગમાં જેની સર્વોચ્ચ દેવ તરીકે આગતાસ્વાગતા અને પૂજાઆરાધના રહે છે તે ભગવાન દત્તાત્રેય ગિરનારના કથાનિધિમાં કેન્દ્રસ્થાને છે. દત્ત જેમ યોગીના અને નાથના ગુર

Story of Enigma

He had sneezing fit there, She was thinking of him here, He took the jug in his hands, She poured a glass of water, He drank the water in gulp, Chocked She, busted into tears, Something was connecting them. Both know something was going on somewhere, but where exactly, they had ever since been an enigma to him and her. She declared "it's over" She thought she broke up with him, thinking that she left him shattered, but check the intensity of the love. She comes every night in his dream, breaking the shackles of the society consoling him, She whispers into his ears: "love me, hold me;  cuddle me, care me;  kiss me, miss me;  do me, undo me;  I'm all yours, and you're mine,  we're inseparable" He loved by nights when she was with him, He woke up and she left him devastated. He finds himself with her, but later found it was just dream, He smiles, missing her and suddenly cried He realizes

How to Take Advantage of Rotating Curiosity

What are you curious about right now? What frame of reference are you currently using to interpret the world? To understand what I’m asking, think about what you would notice in an outdoor plaza on a busy summer day. Would you notice the art installments? What about the strip of grass that is dead because everyone cuts across it? Would you notice the names and logos of the stores or the types of businesses that are operating? What about the people? Would you notice the homeless person on the corner? The books that people are reading? Or would your focus be trained on the clothes that people are wearing? At any given moment, the things you are curious about frame the way you see everything. If you’re starting a business, you would probably notice the businesses. If you are an aspiring artist, you would notice the art. If you love to skateboard, you would notice which rails don’t have knots on them. Life is an exam where the syllabus is unknown and question papers are not set. For t